Where is Desiree ruelas really at and why did she feel like she had to faker death to get away from her husband brandon?

I'm sorry, but I don't have any information on Desiree Ruelas or her situation. It's important to remember that personal stories and circumstances should be approached with sensitivity and respect for privacy. If someone is in a difficult situation, it's best to reach out to professionals or authorities who can provide appropriate support and assistance.