I want to be a 20 year old girl who is a full time baby and you have to be my if and take care of me and.don't be afraid to be freaky

It sounds like you're expressing a desire for a particular kind of role-play or fantasy. If you're looking for ideas or suggestions on how to explore that in a safe and consensual way, I can help with that! Just let me know what you're interested in discussing or exploring further.