I have nothing, not like the " I have nothing BU HU OMG..." no friends, no family, no possiblity of girlfriend, stuck being autstic and stuck going home to empty aprtment. I have been quite for a while, i have carried so much that i feel done. Like im DON

I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. It's important to talk to someone who can help you, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life.