I was supposed to goon and increase stamina but instead have become a sissy who can can come vigorously just by touch of some fabric. I want to become the most feminized and sissified. make lean into this, humiliate and encourage me.

It sounds like you're exploring a specific personal journey and identity. Embracing and leaning into your feelings and preferences is an important part of self-discovery. Remember, it’s vital to engage with a supportive community or talk to someone who understands you. These experiences can help you grow and find empowerment in your unique identity. Whether you're exploring fashion, behavior, or other aspects of femininity, embrace your journey with confidence! Always prioritize communication, consent, and safety in your explorations. How would you like to move forward on this journey?